Brainwashed 2020 & Why Did I Hate You? Were envisioned as a pair in response to Trump’s chaos from 2019 to 2020 to January 6th 2021. These paintings are the first time I painted in response to what was happening in the world around me, and helped create my new perspective as an artist. Many decades after I’m dead, and people are wondering what it was like to live through the 2020’s. I want my art to help inform how profound the time was. These 2 paintings also started a pattern of creating more than one version of an idea or painting.

Brainwashed 2020
The man in this painting is not thinking for himself. Influenced by others thoughts he is being moved around like a puppet without any good explanation for what he’s doing. His sign reads, “I need condescending hate speech in my veins”. Near the bottom portion of the painting is the word Yuge, the way Trump would say, “It’s gonna be Yuge (Huge)”.

Why Did I Hate You?
The idea behind this painting is thinking about irrational paranoid hate, and not thinking for yourself. I haven’t died and come back to life as far as I know, so this is just a guess… After you’re dead and gone, any brainwashed impressions on you are wiped away, and you are able to clearly perceive your life lived. Therefore, then wondering, Why did I hate you?

Six of my paintings are in this 2008 short film by Max Weissberg. Deisetz T. Suzuki  is the/my painting stolen from the museum in the beginning. DT Suzuki is author of Zen and Japanese Culture, written 1938/1958. When Seth is painting a replica at the easel, that is my copy of Picasso’s Blue Nude, painted for this film. Starring H.R. Britton, Rob Hollander, Lethia Nall.

Painted as a cover for a friends short film, A Conscience Will Kill You. Eggs and Sex don’t mix.
Film by Steve Groff and Salvatore Lumette. Starring Julia de Castro. Learn more on imdb.

Cliff Edwards in his office, March 2005. Cliff Edwards was a Religion/Philosophy professor at VCU and author of Van Gogh and God among other books. The Zen Buddhism classes with Cliff had a big impact on me and my vision of creating that will stay with me forever.

VA Holocaust Museum

A Deportation Scene. 12×7 foot mural painted in the entrance of the Virginia Holocaust Museum. I combined over 7 photos from the book Hidden History of the Kovno Ghetto published by the United States Holocaust Memorial Museum.

From around 2002 – 2004 I painted 5 murals and 2 portraits for the museum.

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